I've lost my motivation...

Can you help me find it? The holiday gifts are more or less complete (sorry out of towners, yours will be New Years gifts) and I've lost all motivation to keep creating. I put so much energy into the gifts and now that it's done, I don't know what to do with myself. I want to be warm and snuggled in my bed. I need my vacation already, I've had a tough three weeks with a coworker in Fiji and having to cover her caseload plus 16 new admissions (that's a lot!). My train went full steam ahead for so long that eventually I fizzled out. Take right now for an example: I'm sitting in the parking lot of a nursing home and need to go in and see 1 patient but I don't want to. I've been sitting here for 45 minutes. I even took a nap!!

I have a busy week and a tight schedule to adhere to but I don't care. I'm tired. My schedule was all screwed up yesterday when I spent 4 hours with a patient and family. Four hours!! And he wasn't even on the schedule for yesterday. He took the place of 5 people that I somehow have to see today.

I'm just drained, and tired, and looking forward to the holidays with friends and family. I need a strong boost of energy- maybe Starbucks can help! I need a nap. I need something just don't know what it is.

Happy Holidays to all of you! I'll post pictures of all of the gifts after they have been given out. Don't want to ruin any surprises! On a lighter note, it slipped my mind to mention that my sweet husband has returned to Austin permanently and boy do we have a lot of catching up to do after exactly 90 days apart. Love and warm wishes for a wonderful holiday season. Gonna muster up the strength to head inside to visit my patient now...